Spying on Birds

A flash of color. A movement out at the edge of my peripheral vision. A song so sweet it lingers in the mind after it’s done. These are the taunts of the birds as I try to spot them. Brown. Gray. Yellow. White. Black. Sometimes bright colors. Blue. Green. Red. Orange.

Birding, the act of watching birds, can be passive or active. In the passive form one simply observes birds that flit or swore on the path of one’s normal travels. In the active form the purpose is to see birds, discover their hiding places, and learn their names.

Growing up my mom liked birds and knew the names of most of the ones we saw in our rural home. My mom’s side of the family was a bird-loving side. As such, bird names – blue jay, cardinal, chickadee, hairy woodpecker, osprey, red-tailed hawk, wood duck, mallard, etc. – were part of my normal vocabulary. Just like, I imagine, brands or celebrities’ names were part of the vocabulary of other children. I didn’t know it was unique to know birds by name until I moved away for college. There I found myself on an urban campus where I wasn’t convinced that some of my colleagues could identify a live chicken.

Life unfolded. I stayed urban for a time. Then I moved abroad where there was too much to learn to also learn new birds. And then the doctorhood quest took off like an ultramarathon – slow and steady but always busy in its own way. Fast forward. I found myself in Virginia. Virginia and Vermont share many birds. And some of the birds Vermont sees only in the summer Virginia sees at other times of year. As I wandered the forest and wetland trails on my days off from residency, I started to notice the birds again. Somehow, having spent 10 years learning other things and more than that away from my childhood home, the birds I knew as a child resurfaced. Old knowledge was not lost despite filling my brain with an additional zillion factoids on medicine and the human body. Birds. I still know the song of the hermit thrush – Vermont’s state bird. I remembered the nuthatch and the tufted titmouse.

I have a good partnership. My spouse likes to take pictures of birds and I’m good at spotting them. My binoculars are my superpower. The only challenge is that when one starts actively spying on birds it’s hard to stop. My spouse and I now seek out birds on our vacations. I find myself toiling over bird books and using Merlin Bird ID.

Birding escalates. It starts with just trying to see birds. Then it’s about naming them. Then it’s about finding rare birds and memorizing new bird names. A harmless pastime. Another excuse to be outside. Another reason to love wild places. Another reason to also learn about the trees and plants that birds, themselves, adore. What fun it is to go on a walk and be able to name the birds, trees, and plants I see. Almost everyone used to be able to do that. Now it’s a dying art. Funny how the world changes. It’s never too late to circle back on the knowledge we once had. It’s never too late to learn something new. Just ask the birds migrating on ancestral routes and adapting to new cityscapes. They’re experts in learning.

No Alarm Today

I woke up because my body was ready to leave dreamland behind and start the day. There was no beeping alarm or bright light from my sunrise alarm clock jolting me awake. Today my schedule is fluid. I have a to-do list (I always have one) but today I can ignore every item on the list if I want to. It is a rare day with no objective and no place to be. I could, if I really wanted, lie in bed and watch the day start without leaving the warmth of my covers. Or I could get up and sip mate for several hours. I could sit on the couch and watch the plants grow. I could go for a walk, do a workout, or write. I could do anything or nothing. The lack of expectations and requirements for today is freeing.

No alarm days are rare and lovely. Having spent the past many years in medical school and then residency my life has been filled with productivity and hard work. But, just as too much free time makes me stir crazy, too long spent with an overly packed schedule depresses me. Letting the day begin spontaneously reminds me of my years in Paraguay. In Paraguay, most days flowed in a semi-planned way. My life was free in Paraguay. Even though I had work, obligations, and social activities in the Peace Corps, I’ve never had as much free time during my adult life as I did in the land of the Guarani.

Sometimes, when the sun shimmers into my apartment and my houseplants glow with the joy only photosynthesizing entities have in the sun, I’m transported back to my Paraguay naps and meditations under the shade of the mango trees with the nearby palms swaying in the breeze. On those mental journeys, I’m reminded that quiet is an underappreciated aspect of life. Of course, us humans need purpose and connection to be happy. But every moment needn’t be assigned. The happiest folks I’ve met are those who embrace the slow days when they come, sometimes even setting aside calendar days for nothing. I want to be among the ranks of the happiest people. I think this goal starts with no alarm days. My no alarm days are for basking in the strange meandering that occurs when I decide to let spontaneity determine the agenda.

Today is a no alarm day. The sun is shining. The mate is perfect as the steam curls up from each pour of water over the yerba leaves. The yerba is fresh and so it bubbles. The plants in my house look good. Maybe I’ll water them later because it’s sunny and they’ll need it. Some of my orchids are blooming, some will bloom soon, and some are pondering their future (deciding if they will flourish or die for no reason). My house trees seem tall today. Beyond my plants, through the window, and past the balcony the cranes move. Richmond is constructing several new tall buildings. There are 4 cranes to watch from my balcony. The cars bustle below, sometimes their music is loud. Life continues. I sit. Today is a no alarm day. I’ll probably go for a walk later. But this moment is for drinking mate and observing my plants. What a beautiful moment it is.