She was in my thoughts more than I expected for how little time we’d spent together. She and I crossed paths while I was volunteering for a local organization. We were born the same year. Yet, she was born in Afghanistan and I in the US. She can’t read any language, as she reminded me, women are not allowed to attend school in her country. As a US physician, I’m among the most educated in the world. She has multiple children. I have none. We do not speak any common languages. Despite the differences, I noticed a few commonalities between us beyond our birth year. We are both married. We are both women. We both drink tea.

Soon after meeting her, I read updates in The Economist about the Taliban. Summarized, the Taliban issued more limitations on women in Afghanistan. It is so difficult to be a woman in Afghanistan that the EU has made being a woman from Afghanistan a criterion for asylum – no other qualifications necessary. 

Yet the horrors that I’ve heard about Afghanistan and the complex interconnected history of the US and Afghanistan are not how I want to know this Afghan woman. Life has taught me that the stories the media tell are not the stories of individuals. The negative thoughts and the sadness I have about how different my life is from this Afghan woman I know originate in my biases and my ignorance of her.

I do not know enough to guess what she thinks or feels about her history and her future. I do not know her story while living in Afghanistan. I do not know her story of coming to the US. I do not know what she thinks of her life in the US.

We were born the same year. Was it luck, privilege, or something else that I was born in the US and she in Afghanistan? How can one compare two lives so different? What does she think about when she has a quiet moment? What does she dream of? What does she enjoy? What makes her happy?

I interact with many people who have different backgrounds and cultures. But this woman and I seem even more different than most people I encounter. The Peace Corps taught me that difference is not better or worse just different. It also taught me that what I believed to be laws of humanity were theories – theories with counter theories, and most importantly, not proven to be true or correct. I know this Afghan woman and I have more in common than I can see now while also acknowledging that our views of the world are likely as different as views can be.

As I write this post, I wonder if I will ever have the chance to learn more about her. I hope so. I have grown most profoundly when given the opportunity to learn about new cultures and about new people. It is the diversity of humans that makes us so remarkable. And while I imagine her story is one marred with sadness, I know she has things she is proud of, moments of joy worth remembering, and stories of success. I hope that someday she can choose which stories and things I know about her, rather than my limited knowledge of her culture fabricating a story of her. Reality, I’ve found, is always sadder and more beautiful than imagined worlds.

I’m grateful that being born in the US allowed me to become a doctor and choose my own path. I hope that the US is as generous to her, whatever her hopes and dreams upon coming here are. The future is one we are each molding in our own way. Be it luck, privilege, or something else clearing the path.